I woke up today and realized that the next part of my personal journey is here. I have arrived, at the hottest part of the fire it is time to step in.

I knew I arrived because of the wisdom that was spoken to me by a voice; it was the same voice that sent me the Tools of Sufficiency and the Weapons of Scarcity. The voice that introduced to the tribe, the source of my blogs, my collages, it was my voice of inspiration. This voice has been clear and strong and for the past two years it has come at definitive moments of change.

Had I grown content or maybe complacent on the edges? Maybe I was just resting—taking some deep yoga breaths. Breathing after stepping into the fire in the first place, adjusting my life—adjusting my life to accommodate a spiritual, emotional and inspired journey. Maybe that is hyperbole, let us just face the facts it takes a while to carry out a good old fashion mid-life crises. Regardless of what it is or what I call it, I know today it is time.

In this moment I feel fear, freedom, uncertainty, knowing, longing, satisfaction and peace.

I take one more step:

toward • forward• through• in •returning

My soul emerges

My power restored

My body honored

My sanity returned

My brilliance brightens

I already feel as if I am getting closer to my soul by naming what has damaged it, by seeing how I arrived at the lows and highs of my life, at this moment in my journey—I choose to continue forward.

I return to where I began . . . I am enough

To return I give up my identity of all I think I am, of all the stories I have about myself. I am nothing but enough in this moment regardless of my legacy, regardless of my inheritance, regardless of all of it.

I choose sufficiency.

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