The sunrise today is bringing me one day closer to spring
One day closer to warmth
Emergence
Growth
Birth
Light
Renewal
Yet I must remain here, present to what is—present to this moment
What will lingering snow, another cloudy day, a chilly breeze and the waning darkness provide for me?
Do I use the excuse of sick and tired to let go of my day’s lesson—to fantasize about what will be when spring flowers or summer’s warmth envelop me?
Will that be the moment when my children are perfectly behaved, my husband obeys my every word, my clients’ completely compliant, I win the lottery and my basement is immaculate?
If I accept my power in this now, be curious about this day, clarify my thoughts in this moment, then the sunrise can be just what it is, a fleeting moment of brilliant glory, a gift that I can no longer see but I can enjoy regardless of what this day brings.